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God betrayed me.

Sat Oct 31, 2009, 1:15 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Paramore - Never Let This Go
  • Reading: Ingrid Noll - Die Häupter meiner Lieben
  • Watching: Prozac Nation *hint hint*
  • Drinking: Coffee
Well hi.
How are things going?

It's been a while since my last journal entry.
Almost a year to be exact.
That's pretty bad don't you think?
But unfortunately I can't step into my timemachine and go back 6 months to make an earlier entry.
So I cannot do better then this.
Take it or leave it i guess..

This past year had been oke.
I've learned a lot.
I'm a lot stronger then i was before.
The only fucked up thing was that i had some serious writersblock.
(therefore i didn't have much to upload)
And well,, lately things haven't been super.
so maybe the title said it already but i've been leaning towards believing lately.
But right away things take a turn for the worst (sick family, sick me,sick dog, stupid school, bad breakup with lover, ect) and i start doubting my faith.
I started believing around a year ago, give me some time to find my trust in this bigger thing before everything in my life crummbles down again.

But hey, that life right?
I suppose I'll just have to live with it.

But anyway, I'll cut the crap and just say what i wanted to say.
And that is that I've written two poems in the last two months or something.
And I'm going to upload them.
Feel free to take a look = )

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  • Current Residence: The Netherlands
  • Interests: listening music, drawing, writing, playing music, sleeping, partying AND mah boyfriend
  • Favourite movie: Jumper, Factory Girl, Girl Interupted, Thirteen, Pirates 1/2/3 &more
  • Favourite band or musician: A lot!, uhm... Nonpoint, Pain Of Salvation, Third Eye Blind, DCFC, FFAF Theory Of A deadman....
  • Favourite genre of music: Mostly rock, but also rap
  • Favourite artist: Lennard Schuurmans www.v-i-a-v-i-a.nl
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe,,
  • Favourite photographer: Huub van der Zwaluw
  • Favourite style of art: Pop Art
  • Operating System: Windows,, bleegh
  • MP3 player of choice: i've got an red iPod nano

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:icontantamont-to-music:
Thank you for the comment and fave <3
:icond-murasai:
Thanks for the comment on my poem, I hope you check out others as I post and I'll read through yours too.

D

--
"Believe in a God, Believe in a Friend, Believe in yourself, Believe in whatever...Just Believe.."
:iconroarzombies:
Thanks for the fave and the wonderful comment on my poem. It is much appreciated.
:iconroutinemurderx:
you're welcome. you're a really good writer =D

--
a life lived in lies
is a life of denial
:icondrowning-life:
bonjour madame :hug:
van mij kom je niet zo snel af hoor (H)
xx<33:blowkiss:

--
~Tales from the Dark Side~

Focus on the pain,,
it's the only thing that's real<3

try to kill it all away
but I remember everything..
<3You lie until they've run out of questions
..
:iconroutinemurderx:
godverdomme! =D

--
a life lived in lies
is a life of denial
:icondrowning-life:
d'oh! t is nog altijd verdorie (A)
:heart:

--
~Tales from the Dark Side~

Focus on the pain,,
it's the only thing that's real<3

try to kill it all away
but I remember everything..
<3You lie until they've run out of questions
..
:iconroutinemurderx:
pffft
jaja ^^

--
a life lived in lies
is a life of denial
:iconroutinemurderx:
hihi thanks,, :w00t:

--
a life lived in lies
is a life of denial

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